BULLIED BY MY MOTHER HOW CAN I MAKE HER STOP HEAR HER RANTING IT'S VERY FRIGHTENING!

Ever since I came out of my mom's womb, we have never seen eye to eye. She was a retired opera singer and gave birth to other children too, but my birth was a hard birth and she almost died the next day. So there has been sort of a bad blood between us for years on and off. I've tried many times to bridge that gap but mom seems to hold steadfast to the fact that I am an evil seed, an evil daughter, whatever they call someone whose mom tells her friends that her daughter is dead.

Through the years I have lost jobs because of mom, lost friends and family and even lost my father who was also crying out for help. He had tried to take his life 2 times and suceeded the 3rd time like it was all planned out and laid out like a blueprint. Well, it's a blueprint in my brain forever, because ever since that day my mother has been a constant bully in my life. She has done a lot of things to stall my life and ruin my career and goals.

At first I thought it was me, I was on the wrong track, but that is not true. I was not raised the way I was supposed to be. I was denied the help, medication, doctoring, whatever it is they give rich Jewish kids in those days that my brothers and sister seem to have gotten, but not me, not Blogger Queen!

So I live in this cursed existence and try and live my life. But recently I got a double mastectomy due to the fact that my family carries the BRCA gene. So my doctor talked me into first a hysterectomy, then a double mastectomy. After that I put some of his handy work on the internet just for fun and showed the world my scars, and got some response. But my mother started to bully me right away when she found out about the videos I was putting of my progress with the mastectomy and the fact I was not a cancer patient.

From that day, almost 2 years ago, she has been bullying me to no end. I have tried several things. but in the words of my younger sister, "Mom will make your life a living hell if you don't stop!" And my mother had the gall to call my ex boyfriend who could not believe she was calling and crying on his shoulder. I had to change my number and my husband's cell phone because of the vicious calls from her.

I have told her not to mess with me, or she will be sorry on the Net and I will write articles on this, never anything physical or mean spirited. Blogger Queen is a light hearted prankster, not a devil woman or creepy person. I would not hurt anyone.

Because of mom's early actions, my family and fringes dropped me like a sack of hot potatoes and now I feel alone because it has affected my hubby and my ex boyfriend whom I've known for over 15 years. I am on good terms with my ex boyfriend who knows how to fix anything, build anything, even a whole house but he too has problems with family and confidence. He doesn't want to hear from my mother and she keeps calling and calling him. He is the only link to me!

He says, "I think your mom is lonely and has nothing better to do and is crying out for you!" I cry, "Foul!" I don't want anymore to do with Mommie Dearest. What would you all do? Will someone nicely her to stop the fighting? I am a good girl, or trying to be, and I need a rally around me so I wish you could call her but I can't post her number. Thanks everyone!